I tried to have a one night stand and after kicking him out of my apartment I went and threw up in the toilet.
I keep a pair of jeans from when I was 13 as my measuring tool for my size.
Whenever I am with friends I always overeat on the sweet stuff so they won’t tell me I don’t need to watch my weight.
There is a video of me from Christmas 2012 drunk stripping to Sexy and I Know It by LMFAO. I get down to my g string before someone has the decency to stop me.
White bread with tomato sauce was my favourite snack as a child.
The thought of going on a proper date makes me feel nauseous.
The last person to give me an orgasm that wasn’t myself (or without my help) was the boy I lost my virginity to. That was 6 years ago.
My school best friend and I peed in the same toilet, at the same time, while high.
I’m so scared I will never be good enough for anyone that I have trained myself into being capable of living my entire life alone. Even without a cat.
Sometimes when I get home from work I will just sit on the couch and do nothing. No tv, no music, no computer.
I am so into my fitness because I feel like it is the only thing I have 100% control of in my life.